clauditm

So... here I am. Yesterday I started painting a kind of a big elephant. I don't really know if I'm finishing it some day; now it is an abstract elephant you know? A loose painting. My thing is doodling: As in life, I prefer improvising and losing myself in short but deep thoughts. Rescently, I got a Wacom pad, so now my doodles can be digitaly illustrated. I'm so excited about it. But also anxious by the fact that I'm 21 already and I just got my first job as a Graphic Design assistant, eventhough it means I can get some money by doing what I like, I'm not sure if that is going to take my time of creating things by my own. I am a really anxious person mostly, an INFP; and sometimes I get so annoyed about how slowly I can be when it is about to get things done. So that is why I "proudly" can say that I'm a real doodler. I like doodling about my struggles, worries, daily life, and weird things I always have in mind.